This isn’t where I want to be right now. People are spinning around me. What is going on? My life had so much promise. How did I end up here? This is ridiculous. I don’t even know who I am anymore. My family wouldn’t even recognize this person. Who have I become? It only took a few years… and all of this happened so fast.
High school reunion. What will they think of me? Can I get out of this state by then? Will I live up to everyone’s expectations? Forget senior superlatives, I can’t be that anymore…Definitely out of the question. I don’t even know who I am now. Isn’t that why we came to college in the first place?
I’ve lost myself in the process of finding myself.